artisticdemon2

My mind swirls around in this black mist My heart feels heavy walking through the emptyness Letting this bottled rage and anger out is hard to resist I have to fight it, beat it back, keep it speechless Anger is an offset of my life I don't show this often enough for others to grin and bare it All the drama and all the strife I keep this emotion in check or lest I go into a raging fit Sadness is the somewere in this shell Never able to properly show this on my face It only appears when past memories swell Always in my head  with the others but never known to interlace All there is of me is known as "Happy" The only true emotion I

Swimming in this illusion called life Trying to fight the current I won't be able to make it to shore Feeling my strength leave my body Forgive me everyone for failing I can't keep it going, its running me down No one notices, no one sees me struggle Maybe its my fault for keeping things hidden But how hard is it to see someone struggle No amount of acting can hide true pain Ignored and rejected are my only true friends Everyone else keeps me around just to use me Abuse my helpfulness till I ask for help Leave as soon as everything is done for them Insult me, slap me, hit me, hate me Its all the same to me, all of it repeats T

My hands are too shaky to write My head too rattled to think Please settle my nerves Please calm my soul I feel so alone I feel so empty My body is shaking uncontrollable Take my hand and set me free Just you and me, no one else Take my hand and we shall be free

The sound resonates in the room You expel your last breath Life's light leaving your eyes My mind spinning, unable to grasp what is in front of me I should rush towards you but my legs are stuck firm Catch your body as you fall Why would you choose this? Why couldn't you have talked to me? You leave this world physically Mentally you haunt my dreams Your eyes forever burned into my memory Those green orbs finally free of pain But at too big of a cost I see you when my eyes close What was the point of doing it? I'm not angry you did it, I just wish I knew the real reason I miss you my friend

This dream again It seems to be stuck This dream I have It never seems to go away This dream on repeat It stays and keeps me awake This dream of mine It slowly kills my sanity This dream deep inside my head It feels so real This dream pollutes my attitude It causes pain in my life This dream returns no matter what I do Forever will this dream be with me? I don't know, but I will survive it

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark, For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart. To weave by picking up the pieces that remain. Melodies of Life-Love's lost refrain. Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why, We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye, And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told? Let them ring out loud till they unfold. In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me. Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name. A voice from the past, joining yours and mine. Adding the layers of harmony. And so it goes, on and on. Melod

With every kiss that you give to me, I am reminded of how much I love you With every look you give me, I realize no one could love me the same With every single hug, I know there is no need for tears With every single word, I’m right where I belong With every single memory of you, I see how fate was setting us up With every waking moment, I think of you nonstop With every step I take, I know its one step closer to that special day With every breath I take, I feel you drawing nearer With every thought of you, I realize how madly in love I am with you With every single action, I can see my future With every smile, I ca

This feeling i get deep inside It only shows up when your by my side I cant understand it I cant control it But if feels like it belongs here It feels like it was always there What could this be? What can it mean? you affect me in such a way when i felt this it was never as strong i hope you will always stay please tell me what i feel isnt wrong you are the only one who makes me actually smile i can sleep after talking to you these dreams dont keep me awake, sick and vile this has to be true am i wrong to want this so? i dont know, but ill just go with the flow

Just use me and leave me Go ahead and do so Its not like I can feel it anymore Obeying every word without question Following everything you tell me without fail I am the one to get used, the one to get abused If this tool ever were to speak its mind If this item ever were to be alive Everyone will go insane, everyone one will want it it dead Not allowed to be out of character, not allowed to be different Can't be angry, can't be sad, can't be out of the normallity of it The unthinkable can never happen The unimaginable can never come true They think I don't feel it, they think I don't mind it My life is only to serve others and